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And just like that,

We’re drinking bottles of wine,

The last one left behind.

To be “desperate” is so pathetic, unless it’s to gasp for air in the middle of a shark infested sea. I am a minnow, and I am fucked.

You loved drugs and Burning Man, and I loved overdoing cardio and eating Cheez-It’s for dinner.

I no longer reach my hand to my phone,

On instinct,

To make you a part of the moments I once only called my own.

But, had you dove to the bottom of the sea,

You would’ve found more water,

And you would’ve had to learn how to swim.

Last chance,

Last dance.

Did you realize you were narrowing my world so small,

that it only became an exit?

What I once thought was a beautiful sunset,

One day,

Just turned into 6pm.

17 episodes of Seinfeld,

I couldn’t even repeat a single line.

Every meal was a rainbow

It felt safer to be trapped somewhere. A tube in the sky.

I tell time,

I don’t want to play this game anymore.

No one has asked how my heart is more times than in the last 30 days.

I’ve never been asked before.

I wonder a month ago how I would have answered.

There is no rebirth without death

You are my phantom limb,

And I beg myself to become bionic.

After you left, I used your towel for a week,

I cannot get clean from you.

It only takes 17,000 steps,

To stop being sad

Who’s hunting who?

Little death, little death, little death,

I’m not afraid to die.

Want to play some tennis?

Technology is a bitch, and now, so was I.

I laugh lightly in response, because I don’t know what else to do. What do you do when someone cries?